As I think about existence, our third-dimensional reality and our souls, I wonder how it is possible to have such a disconnection, between beings and between us and the Earth. It is crazy how so few people can create such massive change in such a short time period. 

In meditations I lift my awareness upward and see Earth from Universe's point of view. It's a small dot in the vast Universe and I am just awed by the eternal size of this and the possible billions of Universes. Isn't that mind boggling? And we think that we are all alone in this vast space and think that the Universe and this Earth is life-less and conscious-less? I am not attached to this physical manifestation, but we also have an obligation to the body and the home that we are given in this life-time. As souls we are not bound to Mother Earth and nature, but our physical body is Mother Earth manifested in human form, infused with the essence of the Universe. So we are not detached and all that we do to Her, we do to ourselves. We are more worried about feeding our Egos and our greed than understanding that in this pace, there is no future for Mother Earth. It is now we need to wake up, stop putting so much energy into things that do not strengthen us as humankind and weakens our home, our Womb. We are not helpless and instead of going into grief and pain, we need to focus our energy, thoughts and intentions into the healing of the Earth. Be conscious, be aware and give back to Her all that she has given you. 

Just as the earth has
cycles, You have cycles. Time is not linear and it does not have a clear beginning or end. Even
when you are born, you don’t really have a beginning because you have always been. When
you die, you do not end, you just continue. Just as the same plant grows and flourishes during
the spring and summer, and dies in the fall and winter, to grow back again into a new shape and
form when the next spring start.

We go through the cycles from birth, being a child, becoming an adolescent and later on an
adult. Or one can see it as a circular motion of constant growth and expansion, hills we move up
and down on, learning and evolving. The essence of life and earth are these rhythms and cycles
and they manifests within our physical, emotional and energetic bodies. We have chose to live
this life on earth to experience all aspect of being a human being and therefore we are faced
with situations and challenges that help us understand these cycles,

What we go through, the challenges we face, are there to take our soul’s into the next level, to
raise our consciousness and awareness. We have grown into the person that we are through
these experiences, and the deeper we have went the faster and higher we have grown. It is in
the deepest darkness and shadows that we can find our true essence, even if we at the time are
not aware of the long-lasting effects it has on us. When we enter a time of challenge where the
Universe serves us a challenging situation, either internal or external, we find new aspects of life
that we might not have been aware of. We get the opportunity to explore this side of life and
realize that we are stronger than we thought. The Divine Mother and Father do not give us more
than we can handle, because we are unconditionally loved just as parents love their children
unconditionally. What we have put into our soul contract before entering this life, is exactly what
we can handle and what we grow from the most.

When I entered the toughest and darkest time in my life, I knew that there was old wounds that
needed to be healed so I could clear myself from old trauma and not longer hold within me the
energy of the past. The body and the psyche speaks to us all the time and if we do not follow
the path we are meant to walk, we get signs and we get pushed into the right direction. So if we
experience tough things such as being in a bad relationship, feeling alone, having a dis-ease,
being depressed, eating disorders, anxiety, losing a job etc. we are just getting signals from our
soul that we need to move on to something greater. We can be sure that when we have moved
through that darker path, we will be welcomed into the new by light. We cannot ban certain
aspects out of our lives, it would be like saying that we want day without the night. But day
cannot exist without the night. Since we live in an existence of polarity, we constantly need to
balance polar opposites expressions and experiences.

Remember that the dark soils of the earth, creates all life; minerals and plants that nourish
animals and humans and that is essential for all living beings. Remember that our first home,
the womb, is also a dark place, where life is created. Cherish this and let your soul grow through
blooming through the roughest and darkest soil.

​Namasté